Lately, I have been going through some spiritual warfare. I have had such a feeling of sorrow on my heart for some of the things I have been witnessing. I don't really know how to deal with it.
I have been praying and I know God is listening. I know he is there but I don't know his plan. I know it is great though because everything that God does is great. Even if we don't see it or understand his greatness.
Sometimes I don't know how God is going to use me. I sit and wonder what he wants me to do. I ask how do I witness to these people? Is it through my actions? It is through love? Maybe, I am supposed to be interceding.
I just want to tell people how much Jesus loves them. I want to tell them that no matter what they have done that the LORD of lords, Kings of kings, the Alpha and Omega loves them.
"but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us." Romans 5:8 ESV
While I was dead in my sins God loved me. I was the lost sheep that he left the 99 to find. If he could love me while I was a sinner, while I did things I wasn't proud of he could love anyone.
He found me, he drew me to him and he opened my eyes. I was able to see. I saw him for what he was. The God of creation. I saw that by Jesus' blood I was redeemed. He washed my sins away. I want everyone to see Him for who he really is. My heart mourns for them O' Lord please draw them as you drew me to you, Lord.
I asked him "Why do they reject you, Lord? Why do they serve other masters? Why do they pray to the creation instead of you Lord? Why do they murder the children in their womb?" but I know the answer deep down. We live in a fallen world.
I also ask him to show me how to witness to them. How to show them that he is the cure for cancer in their soul. I trust in Jesus and I pray that when he wants me to speak, I will. I pray that when he wants me to move, I will. I pray that I can boldly proclaim Jesus where ever I go.
Without him we are nothing, we are lost, in a lost world. With him we have life.
Jesus loves you so what are you going to do about it?